It's not just this year that I've been reaching limits, one after another. Physical pain, emotional trauma, thing after thing where I hadn't set a boundary until one day I realized I must.

I'm fucking exhausted and I'm tired of the only answer to that being "set more boundaries, do more work, demand more respect." Doctors, teachers, lovers, family... All different circumstances but right now it all feels like the same stupid work.

(I'm sure this is at least 75% mislaid travel anxiety. Gimme a week, with "that trip didn't entirely suck even if I still wish I'd had more support" under my belt & I'll be calmer, I expect.)

@sydneyfalk God, yes. This has been my year and you are a ROCK STAR for getting up and getting at it, year after year.

Getting it down to one building at a time is a fucking labor of Hercules & I sing your praises for accomplishing that!

@sev

thank you ^_^ it is nice to get outside confirmation on it at times, I have to say.

I hope you put out a few more buildings too, if you're not down to one already <3 ^_^