daymare Afficher plus
good news: i slept almost non-stop for seven hours for the first time in a week
bad news: it happened during daytime
rem news: the most vivid dream in a while. not entirely pleasant. i had to suddenly move across the continent to nyc (coming from either van or sea). my estranged cousin was in it. i packed my stuff into a rental car and got a carrier for my cat. the drive across was short, but rainy. at one point, we got pulled over. in nyc, our apt had a coke addict who was my cousin's friend. but realized my cat wasn't with me and was still out west. my cousin had a grudge w/ someone in nyc in organized crime, & we were chased on a tollway…
daymare Afficher plus
…blowing us through a toll booth and having our tires blown out, all which his org crime grudge was shooting at us (i was freaking out either in the back seat or the passenger seat). once the car stopped, we split up and i ended up in a swampy part of brooklyn. i ran into my friend goldie and we walked for a bit. then i got back to the apartment to try to unpack and plan to go back west with a rental car to pick up my cat & bring back the car in time. as i hit the west, i ran into a familiar — my ex-mum, possessed by a demon with a conscience. she was being motherly & kind to me, which is why i know it wasn't actually her, but i was fine with that…
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…once i got back west, there were fears that i wouldn't be allowed back in, but somehow i was. i picked up my cat and also a kitten, but then the kitten got loose before i could get back onto the road back to nyc. around this point, in what seemed like several days, i awoke from the dream.
even this synopsis is abbreviated, as there were other people, other interactions, and other "cameos" of people from my life who appeared, and the vividness of this fictive nyc were quite detailed. i suppose this is all because i hadn't slept long enough for days to reach this stage of sleep, idk
but i still don't know how to shake away from this circadian cycle, which is annoying