I have been keenly aware of how ineffective I am lately.

I'm clearly suboptimal in a somewhat overwhelming number of ways, and I think it's reasonable to expect the cost of changing this to be higher than it would be for most others, and frankly, a waste.

I think I ought to be recycled or composted, but we don't have a good system for this yet.

I take solace in the fact that decomposition is inevitable.