@nergdron thank you so much. 💜 i just wish i could just drop work immediately like i can with uni. but I'll have to do that coding contest next week and it's really stressing me out, not because i think it'll be so hard but because tasks like this (focusing for up to 4 hours) seem impossible with my current energy level
and even with uni - i asked my partner for that one Proseminar today if he'd be ok with me quitting and he asked me to continue. that's... sigh. every little thing is weighing on me so much.
sorry for going off about it like that ahh. i just want to be with my cule rn, really badly.

@mimtschan yeah! you should be. I'm sorry things are so overwhelming. that's really rough, and I totally understand.

for the coding test, I'd say blow off other things the night before, get super high and go to bed super early, make sure you have tons of sleep. it'll help.

and take care of yourself, sweetie. ❤

@nergdron thank you 💜 sounds like a good plan. (though I'm always worried weed will make me lethargic the next day, and im actually low-key wondering atm if that's what makes me so low on energy this week.)

@NBLena hugs Lena 💖💖💖 I'm glad you're getting better, i hope you're on a steady upward curve 💜
holding out through January seems difficult, but in February I'll have a month off that will be full of cuteness gayness and snuggles, so i hope I'll be able to recover then.