I can't work on a thing for more than an hour before I run out of steam and have to put it down.
That's okay for now, I am trying to take things slow and recover but I also wish to be creative and fun and interesting.
Having to stop anything before I can make much progress is really frustrating. And I don't even know exactly why that is.

@NBLena I'm sorry Lena. 💜 just take it easy and take breaks a lot. you'll get back into it. your well being is more important than your productivity. always.
it just occurred to me that you could actually be burnt out atm. with how difficult your thesis was on you, especially in the last weeks... if that's the case then you should lay low especially. even if you get bored. that'll inspire you for more new things. once you're ready. 💜
many hugs!!!

@mimtschan Yeah I thought that too (even wrote that in the toot but deleted it cause I wasn't sure and had no energy to look it up... welp)
Thank you for bringing it up uwu I think you might be right and I contemplate asking my supervisors to move the deadline so I don't have to worry about their project until next year

@NBLena 💜 weird how i never thought of that. especially since I've been wondering that about myself, after my psychiatrist brought it up

you should definitely do that, or just contemplate saying no. or postpone it and then say no a bit later. you should just get that grade.