I just don't want to live any more. I've been spending a lot of time sleeping because dreams are a better reality than reality, where I don't have any income because I'm both "employed" but not getting income because of reasons and that I don't know what to do because if I quit I can't get unemployment. And if I do go on unemployment I have to look for a job, and not being able to job is why I am in this mess to begin with.
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Then I see these people on Twitch having people toss $100+ at them to play a video game and it's like.. WTF. I wish people would do that for me, but I'm not really marketable, or have a viewership or whatever.
How do I get rich people to give me money so I don't die and maybe might buy something for entertainment that is considered expensive.
Everyday I wake up wanting to slit my own throat because the world is shit and it isn't going to get any better for me.