Did some investing recently, and made some money.

And I feel horrific about it. What the fuck do you mean, I made money. I didn't do anything. I had the ability to make very safe risks because I was in a comfortable position.

I mean, like I'm saving it for surgery but still. If I had more money I could've made more and it just feels wrong.

It shouldn't be a radical statement that you should be paid according to what you've done, and to your needs.