@swordjaw "Why is the possibility of one or several of your relationships crumbling such a fear? Do you really worry about their state that much?"

Yes. Of course I do. That relationship I watched crumble online -- they were engaged. Nothing's a guarantee, ever, I know, but.

These two people I love -- they are two of the most important people in my life. I get teary just thinking about the bad possibilities.

@swordjaw I was just talking about my romantic paralysis.. Fear my behavior might destroy the love I'm already blessed to get-- like unconditional love is something I could easily destroy...

I'll revisit your thread soon. :x !