I'm depressed and I want to die.
Cancelling the patreon and refunding anyone charged
@spiderrobotpig Please, talk to me.
@spiderrobotpig I'm getting worried. Please, if you see this don't harm yourself.
@Sylvhem I'm okay, sorry that I worried you
@spiderrobotpig Don't be. I'm okay.
More importantly, are *you* okay?
@Sylvhem I'm doing better. Feel like shit and I need to be back on my meds/HRT, but I'm doing netter
@spiderrobotpig I'm glad to ear that :3. Take care of yourself OK? I'm sending you a lot of positivity.
@Sylvhem thanks <3
@spiderrobotpig No problems :3.
@spiderrobotpig Please don't, hon. You're feeling weak. I know right now it makes sense to give up...
I've had it too. It's temporary.
Wishing you the best, earnestly.
@Ulfra_Wolfe Thank you. I'm doing a little better now. Just been really bad recently
@spiderrobotpig Hello. We don't know each others well. Chance hasn't let us talk much before. Yet here I am, reading your message.
And I think I would be happy, I am sure I would, to know you. Some things I am sure of, that's all. Sincerely.
For your patreon... If people give you money. They do it happily. Never forced. They are happy to help you. Because you are someone they appreciate.
Maybe they don't know everything. Hey, I don't even know anything. Excepted that you seem someone that, to my eyes, is definitely full of wonders.
I'm bad at words. Sorry. However just know that tonight, and after, wishes of mine will go to you. In hope you feel better.
@spiderrobotpig If you ever feel really bad. Talk to people close to you, that want to help you, because they appreciate you, want to discover you. It is only an advice. One I try to apply to myself. That I think is worth the try. Even if I know it's not as easy as it seems.
What can I say more ? A lot. A lot more. But words fly out of my mind for now, as I simply hope you'll feel better and able to live splendid moments soon. Depression veil is heavy, but there is so much to see, so much love and hope right behind that veil. In hope and good memories, many splendid things.
I wish you'll feel better. That we will get to talk more.
@Morgane Thank you. I'm doing better, it's just been really bad recently
@spiderrobotpig please don't do anything definitive
@sempervirenx I'm doing better, thank you for replying
@spiderrobotpig And OMG is that mastering on your profile banner ? Fellow former Ragnarok player ? :3
@Morgane Yeah, I like them :3
@spiderrobotpig I'll just send it back, you know. *offers hugs, when you're ready for them, and otherwise just sits nearby*
@sendoshin *hugs*
I think I'm just gonna change the thing I'm doing.
@spiderrobotpig *hugs!* K. Will support whatever you're doing with equal excitement!
Also, in case you haven't heard it enough recently, I think you're pretty amazing! 💜
@sendoshin *hugs* Thanks :3
@spiderrobotpig oy, what's going on? need a late night yack?
@pnathan Shit just sucks tbh
It's getting a little better, but work is killing me and I feel worthless.
I am at least not doing anything reckless tbh
@spiderrobotpig Oh! I am sorry to hear that. I hope you can right yourself in time.
@kara_dreamer Thanks. I'm just going to immerse myself in another project and hope it doesn't crash and burn on me
@spiderrobotpig *offers hugs* meanwhile let's work to make THIS place a bit witchier ^^
@kara_dreamer *hugs* True.
I can do that :3
@spiderrobotpig Please, don't do that.