I'm so pathetic. I know nothing, I serve to nothing, I look like nothing. Just expressing some fake good mood to prevent myself sinking into depression. I express my true feelings, like right now, when I'm tired, when nothing stops what I really feel to pop in my head and remind me what I am.

Then, if I understood correctly, no one would want someone expressing so much negativity as me ?

I got it, I'm screwed.