@DarckCrystale yeah but... what if I only find a dusty, cold room with only crumbles layin' everywhere, nothing like true feelings, only factitious feelings I built myself artificially.

@soza you don't build feelings. They exists. You build reactions to them (that can add make feelings pop) :)

@DarckCrystale @soza yeah, maybe.

Take care of yourself, think of yourself and express what haunts you, you matter too much to suffer for no reason.

@soza you can learn how to behave, even if it's hard :)

@DarckCrystale @soza some things only work with instinct if you want them to be authentic

@soza you can learn to have good instinct :)

Anyway: learning how to behave is a MUST HAVE. Tons of shitty people think they are okay and they are the best and what do we see, in our point of view? Hurting people, disrespectful people, awful behavior that society founds "great" -_-

I think you have the very good behavior: you question yourself and you are never too sure about what to do. You "only" have to learn some automatisms to avoid over thinking all the time. Once you will have them, you will feel waaaay better and you will be able o concentrate on other things :)

@DarckCrystale I agree on that concerning the oversure people and the need of learning and doubting permanently.

I hope you're right, but it's somehow depressing when it takes you dozens of years to get what over people have ( or seems to have ) automatically.

Anyway, thank you :)