I'm here!

I spent awhile silently watching and I'm having complicated feels. And of the dozen-and-a-half of you folks I just followed, most of you don't know me, and those that do, didn't know me when I was the administrator of a server supporting a community.

So I dunno how to explain just how *weird* this whole thing makes me feel.

I still haven't shrugged off the existential horror that opened when I shut down my mailserver -- if I'm not a system administrator, who/what the fuck am I?