anyway, I now have a headache from gritting my teeth for the two hours it took to make plans but I have an unreasonably expensive hotel reservation and a plane ticket and I'm spending four nights in Manhattan for GaymerX.

and it will be fine.

I don't know why I never believe it will be fine. it's always fine, why does buying plane tickets make me want to cry and hide?

@sev okay i'm just going to say this is amazing and i am slightly in awe here

i mean i know full well that anxiety exists and is miserable and i wish you luck

but daaamn