jfc, would somebody make my jerkbrain shaddup?
I've heard the irrational fear. I noted it in detail. I have made vague plans to inflict it on some poor monsterhearts character some time in the future.
Now *stop* *obsessing* *on* *the* *irrational* *fear* *already*. There is no universe where "they don't *actually* like me..." is the start to anything other than jerkbrain depression so cut it the fuck out already.
furrfu.
I still resent that identifying "oh, that's the depression talking" doesn't make the talking *stop*.
Antidepressants didn't make it stop, either, but they made me less stressed out about the jerkbrain voice that won't stop being jerky. I don't think that's sufficient reason to get back on the antidepressants. Which I've been off for .... almost a year, now? I didn't think to make note of when I stopped.