ugh

sometimes people can be so *thoughtless*. And, like, I know they're not being thoughtless intentionally to hurt me. I'm not on their radar at all.

And that's the problem.

It's lonely over here in "chill, understanding, & nondemanding" corner and I don't like it.

(this was not an attempt at indirect communication.)

Anyway, I'm tired and I hurt and I was super-brave today and maybe only one person noticed (but thank you for noticing) and I want somebody to tell me I did a good job and I don't know how to ask for that.

But also I know I did a good job and I know I was brave and I really want *that* to be enough.

@sev i do not know what happened but it seems worth noting that so far from what we've seen you seem p. cool