Ugh I'm having a super-incompetent week. Drawings sucked. Handstands sucked. My dinner is watery and nothing is right.

I guess the nice thing about videogames is I can fail at something utterly irrelevant instead. The part of my brain that says I'm already doing that, it's called "my life" can shut the fuck up. I don't need your help jerkbrain.

it would be nice to have some unambiguous success at something that mattered, tho.

Slip on nothing, fall, hand and elbow and knee black and blue why the fuck do I bother some days?

"why bother? you're just going to fuck it up anyway."