Also, while my body has always been for me, I think my body has become more for me in the last few months as I live without my partner most of the time. As someone who's been in a relationship a LONG time that can be good.

And I think a lot about my death, my corpse, not because I'm suicidal (which is also a change because I've had those) and... what am I saving the skin FOR?

The other thing that's happening is I'm aging. I'm not old, but I'm 32 & I can see it in my body. My knees hurt sometimes. 😆 I have gray hairs and my skin does things I don't like...