Today marks two years at my current employer. When I started, I was the 11th developer. Today, there are 30 developers. I was the first developer who is a woman. I remain the only developer who is a woman.

And I feel shitty about that.

I like the work I do and I like the freedom and autonomy that I have there. But I do not feel good about how bad diversity is there.

I do appreciate that they don't talk about it. That is to say, my previous employer was pretty awful at diversity too; but said they were good. At least I am not being lied to.