my main recurring nightmare is finding out i have a baby and everyone knowi g about it & being rly happy amd i end up deciding i have to be its mum even though i dont want to bc i cant see a way out

in these dreams josef is usually rly excited about it and gets angry when i say i dont want it

what creeps me out is by the end dream-me is quite attached to the baby even tho the concious part of me is like "what, no tjis isnt how this is meant to go"