@Morgane ahhhhh darling thank you so much ;-;;;; all the hugs to you if you want and like ... yeah. i got incredibly lucky.
i just. both my loves. just feel like gifts from the universe at vastly different times in my life.
my first great love, sarah, is just. she came to me when i was at rock bottom and didn't think i'd even have a life at all and she just. we built the most wonderful life together. and tessa, she just. i have no words. it feels like i did something right, whatever it was. to just. to get to be with the two most incredible, wonderful people i've ever met seems too good to be true so im just. endlessly grateful every day ;-;;;