oooh boy i sure wish i could have any self worth other than what i do for people. like that would be wild to feel like i have intrinsic worth unrelated to how needed and useful i am to others like what a concept
@punsandpotions I'm (mostly) past that myself, but it took developing a physical disability to prod me to rearrange my view of my place in the world. And I remember.
@naga I'm sorry for your struggle, but I'm glad you're getting there 💜 i guess I'm working on it, but it's tough to break a 20 year habit i suppose. maybe some day.
neg, low self esteem, bpd Afficher plus
@punsandpotions I hear you.