i feel like. it comes in waves. it creeps up on me, when i least expect it. and then it just hurts. she was so bright, and colorful, and sweet, and funny. and she was so important. and to have lost her. nothing can ever be enough to make up for the life lost.

i want to do better. i have to do better. i want to do everything in my power to be there for this community. to honor her memory in the only way i know how.

GNU Natalie Nguyen