it's only the 2nd week & yesterday i forgot to stay at uni to meet with my group, said instead I'd do something yesterday, didn't get started with stuff in the evening, then realized that today after getting off work at 4 I'm meeting my colleagues for bowling, & tomorrow there's a different homework that's more dire bc it's due on Friday. by that time they'll have done everything & just assume I'm not contributing
how am i supposed to not feel like a failure tbh