patience ❎ @patience@witches.town

for the second night (or third?), i'm not feeling it on aviansite

(i do maybe less than 10 minutes a month in voice calls, so it's ridiculous to be paying for that feature if i never use it)

i spent way too much time today trying to get my phone to work with the new voice calling setup but to no avail.

i switched to a new carrier on a data plan without voice/calling which in itself is about $10 cheaper than what i was paying previously, while setting up a separate voip service to do all voice/calling. but the new data plan won't forward any calls to that voip-assigned number

and i found out today the lease termination my LL laid on us two weeks ago is legally void and invalid, but he doesn't know this. so there's that

this is great

i've listened to the album hundreds of times, but i'm hearing this track for the first time ever

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3rB0vyWrV1g

(it's the first time i've heard it sung in 日本語 — it's in english for all the western pressings)

ok, ok i'm not pathetic

i'm basic

(i'm pathetic, i know)

it has been at least five, if not ten years since someone has held my hand. it's been so long ago that i can no longer remember. i was last shagged more recently (in 2014), and made out more recently than that (in 2016)

things i look for in a datefriend:

how you hold my hand and, more importantly, whether you're cool with holding hands. this is what i miss the most and crave the most as i get older. most folks playing the adulting card seem to want to skip right over that and hop right into just kissing as an overture. thanks, but nah. i gotta trust you first. your hand with mine tells me a lot.

also, how do you feel about intimacy of pressing our foreheads together when we greet, before doing other things like kissing (which is also very important to me, but not as much so as these other two)?

i feel like i'm out of social sync with the entire planet today, and i'm trying to figure out why

masto is still light-years better than birber don't @ me

why do i still throwback thursday on aviansite

the combined anti-Ds are probably why i'm not feeling much anxiety about it

i'm having one of those days in which i feel socially out of sync with everything and everyone

i'm not feeling anxious about it, because there's probably nothing i can do about it, but to have to weather through (especially since my day is still a long way from ending), it sucks

i'm half-tempted to make a trip to the pharmacy for the sole purpose of buying a bottle of melatonin

although i'm a nocturnal dweller and function best at night, there are things i really need to do which require me to be alert during the day. thanks to the two anti-Ds i'm not feeling the throes of depression as i have for years, but i can't fix this inverted sleep cycle no matter what i do (and i've tried a lot of things)

these have been joshing subjinxes for someone i'm really proud of. that said, brain-association stuff has run rampant the past several days. this thread comprises a part of that associating

should i revise… or re-write… my arc-tober symphony?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Az3KeAPWQq4

i used to own this very rare title from 1991 called Arc–Weld

it was limited edition & sought after. i had fond memories of it before having to sell it for food in 1996 https://witches.town/media/u8SkZPGMjmKl7xMx4zo

oh hahaha whoops i let leak there what profession that was damn it my bad