@Morgane these days, what i'm working against is a literal zero T count (which you sort of need in small amounts in order to feel horny)… plus two anti-depressants which kill sex drive. but i'm very slowly working on all of this as a medical "project" with my doctor: once the antidepressants and side effects are being managed OK, i'll be working with her to add small amounts of T. (a decade ago, i'd have a tough time believing i'd be saying this, but bodies are weird that way)