@Morgane it took me 11 years after voicing to get there to a place where i could be erotically and intimately in touch with my body enough so that the dysphoria didn't consume me into panic. for me in particular, it was only maybe a year or two of that before external life incidents made that more of a challenge. (my life experiences are not common, so fear not)

it's a great feeling, isn't it :)