as i go about my day (night), i've been feeling out of sorts and i think i'm starting to guess why:

while i was asleep, i had a fairly long, extended dream (nightmare) involving my family of origin, the usual rejection of me by sibs as my abusive ex-mum berates me to my face. but my dad, who lived in his own place, also snubbed me when he didn't show up to a supper i'd prepared for him as dinner guest. when i finally found him, he was with my sibs & ex-mum, and also with another family who had one kid, also trans, they had been treating the exact same way. it was unpleasant that a stranger (other trans person's mum)…