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new self-care plan:
to start keeping a week's supply of my new anti-D on hand with me at all times and to always refill the empty cubbies in the pill carrier every day so that there's always a full week on tap
the other, old anti-D doesn't need this kind of fastidious attention
commentary on anti-depression medication Afficher plus
commentary on anti-depression medication Afficher plus
the drop after this new anti-D's half-life window passes is intense, even brutal. i think i said this last day, but tho there's nothing addictive about the med and it isn't a controlled substance, i now have a better sense of what withdrawal symptoms for someone who's dopesick might experience: mostly a sense of "oh crap, here it comes" along with the body viscerally reacting in several very unpleasant ways
if this is a price to pay for putting my major depression into some kind of remission, then so be it. i just hope the world supply doesn't suddenly dry out one day