https://tallyiaboo.tumblr.com/post/160153543543

https://tallyiaboo.tumblr.com/post/161962871933/my-mum-has-put-me-in-debt

^ ! pls be careful bc the first post contains physical abuse!

so yeah these r posts explaining my home situation, just some of it and i'm sorry to ask i'm just at a point where i don't know what else to do and i have nobody (family wise or friend wise) who can rlly help me.

my mum has been physically violent towards me since i was a child;; one of my earliest memories is of her punching me in the face in my sleep bc i forgot to lock the back door to our house ; and i was 10 at the time.

she's threatened to kill me, punched, choked me, pulled my hair out of my head, kicked me, spat on me and encouraged my younger to do the same. i'm at a point where i rlly do believe they will some day

my sister tried to kick me down the stairs and my mum watched her and smiled. and aside from the physical, they're both horribly emotionally abusive, transphobic, make comments about my body and sexuality that make me extremely un comfortable.

i tried to tell my mum, once, abt being groped by a teacher and she told me that he was old and it was his last chance to get close to someone as pretty as me and called me a dumb whore when i got uoset1

*upset; she's threatened to stab me with a metal pipe...as a kid, again, she'd send me to the houses of grown men who were known predators to collect drugs for her and i wasn't allowed, obviously, to refuse. having men make sexual comments and advances on me at 11 years old fuckin traumatised me