@SilviaFox *hugs* I’ve been there, just know that:
A. Your voice isn’t as bad as you think it is
i. Your internal voice resonates in your skull and is different from what others hear
ii. Dysphoria makes your voice sound artificially low even after you’ve changed it. I actually had surgery to fix my voice and I can’t tell the difference but everyone else can.
B. Other trans people are going to be more understanding of lower voices