little witch olliecademia✅ @oliver@witches.town

im trying to make a playlist for this shitty month because its a nice way to focus my energies on something other than being sad but its shaping up to be 90% mountain goats songs

For better or worse I really have no ability to read the mood at all LOL

I love roborts

that just sticks out to me in particular because its such a perfect example of the way queer indies are held up to impossible standards that nobody else is. and yes, "don't say 1 vaguely problematic thing literally five years ago" IS in fact, an impossible standard, and the fact that ppl are willing to turn her into an enemy and ruin her career over it is. completely absurd. sorry! that's how i feel!

its amazing 2 me that ppl can still vilify thumbcramps without a shred of self awareness over, idk, "she drew 1 kind of rude thing literally 5 years ago and has been apologizing for it ever since" like what do you even want because unfortunately burning her at the stake isnt an option

i got too many emotion's

i'm gonna stop describing how i feel with emotions and instead just describe which mountain goats song i relate to the most at the time, which is more descriptive, imo

i feel better than i did yesterday iiiii hope it lasts

How do I pause my shithead brain long enough to get some sleep

i'm very rapidly cycling between miserable depression and really passionate about monster rancher

god we need a new monster rancher game please look at this

http://monster-rancher.wikia.com/wiki/Category:Lamours

(this breed is only in the mobile game which is? not the same?)

right now i'm raising the starting garu and one of these things.

http://monster-rancher.wikia.com/wiki/Blakkus

i named it HOCKEY

also in the monster rancher zone: after testing like 10-20 games i'm pretty confident that the issue is with ISO files. summoning a monster from disc swapping a BIN file works perfectly, but ISO files haven't worked at all. this is after disabling "automatic gamefixes", bc it will crash 100% of the time if you don't do that.

i rly went and hunted for the most third party shovelware-looking ps2 games bc they tended to be much smaller files, and almost all of them were in bin format, not sure if there's a connection there. don't really have a clue what i'm doing

i almost put "broom people" by the mountain goats on my tessa & marius mix but i was worried it sounded too much like a love song...... where's all the songs about like being a lesbian and taking care of your weird depressed bro and doing murders together. whats the deal

this post doesnt mean anything i just keep thinking about that one "its HIP to FUCK BEES" remix because i'm very tired

be sad

me: i feel fuking. awful and miserable
me: (puts on sad music that specifically relates 2 the shit im sad about)

i'm fuckin sad