little witch olliecademia✅ @oliver@witches.town

ok i'm done i think

sorry i am full of bad feels and it helps 2 just dump them somewhere ha

i've known her for almost 10 years? she didn't used to be like this? we used to talk about our different viewpoints and she would thank me for expanding her worldview. i know i got in some really weird spaces politically for a while & i'm sure that she probably still thinks i'm a dipshit bc of it, but i never expected her to have done such a horrible fucking heel turn when i wasn't looking. jesus.

she honestly cited people online going "white ppl are BAD" as proof that SJWs are violent.. like, no offense? but if you go "being mean online is Violence" for one side but dismiss is when its the other side (she doesnt support GG but she thinks it "wasnt that bad" and "well SJWs harassed ppl too") then thats bias at work. how do you even get through to someone that they're not some kind of enlightened genius, they're just covering their ears and humming

and i mean we argued for a bit but at the end of the day if you look at someone going "i'm a nazi" and another person going "i want to redistribute wealth from the rich so that poor people don't die" and go "the second person sounds suspect" then you're letting yourself be blinded by bias.

i've literally been there, i know this, i WAS THIS PERSON. "i do research, i have logic, i'm right" but ur just cherry picking shit that validates what you wanna believe in

i think what kills me is the thing that actually prompted the convo was talking about if nazi furs are really nazis

i explained that nazi furs wear nazi flags and uniforms, and often self-id as nazis an spew nazi ideology, and her take was that ... they weren't nazis. actually, the real nazis are SJWs!

her point is that "national socialism" and "liberal socialism" are the same thing, the only difference is who they want in power, and assured me that she did her research
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i tabbed back to mastodon and i had a half-written post in the prompt that just said "i'm still struggling" and tbh

that said, mood https://thescaryjokes.bandcamp.com/track/a-night-at-the-movies

clarification: yogurt in a glass bottle

today's bad thought: yogurt in a bottle

the scary jokes is my fave band but i dont understand what half their songs are about

aaaa trying 2 play overwatch do distract myself and. i keep running into super nice ppl, playing a few games w them, then leaving bc anxiety spike. feelin bad about it... SORRY RANDOM NICE OW PEOPLE.... THANKS FOR LAUGHING WHEN I SAID "POPSI-KILLS" AFTER I GOT POTG FOR KILLING 4 PPL THAT MEI FROZE.

feeling joy machine broke

i really hated this one artist to the point where i blacklisted their name on tumblr and i just saw their stuff again and i have NO IDEA WHY i was so passionate about them being terrible or their stuff being bad. i have no memory of WHY i just know so much as seeing their name made me angry

bad brains

I haven't talked to republican friend(?) since that weirdass convo but I dreamed I accidentally texted her the word "boast" and nothing else

Pizza pasta put it in a box