you: ollie stop posting aboiut being sad we get it
me: ok well i just saw some fire emblem shipping art and
you: go back go back go back
@vahnj oh shit.................
i'll be fine but making bad posts takes my mind off things
me: i'm like super anxious and badbrains and can't hold a conversation
me 2 me: fuck you. i'l prove you wrong idiot (texts a bunch of friends) (is incredibly awkward and stilted and the convos die in like 10mins)
the only thing stopping me from drinking beer right now is that beer tastes bad
posting on birdsite when im anxious is like death
anyways I'm gay
I guess hearing A Pronoun used for me reminds me very abruptly that my gender is perceived by others and it's not a system I can wholly opt out of just because I don't feel any gender in that particular moment
I mean it's not like there are any other options uhh It's not really a bad feeling I'm like Oh Yeah, Gender
Sometimes when ppl refer to me with 'they' I'm slightly put off bc in my head I don't pronoun myself at all it's just a burst of static or something
(does a cool guitar riff) depression
hackers can turn your webcam into a deadly laser! c̲l̲i̲c̲k̲ ̲h̲e̲r̲e̲ ̲t̲o̲ ̲p̲r̲o̲t̲e̲c̲t̲ ̲y̲o̲u̲r̲s̲e̲l̲f̲ ̲n̲o̲w̲!̲
today while babysitting i had to explain to some 6 year olds that their mom doesnt celebrate her adoption anniversary because she wasnt adopted (they were)
The other day someone said to me "if you laugh [at something on your phone] you have to share" and that's amazing. Mind your own business
i was Obsessed with wings for like a year or two there
https://witches.town/media/evcb8GWA79OW6mEV5uY man my old fursona was cute as hell. maybe i should make it an OC
@laserlily shape of the gene wilder meme with the text "i will do everything in my power to get salmonella"