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@KawaSeadrake it just binds randomly to receptors and it ends up being basically evenly distributed eventually

@KawaSeadrake right, but spiro doesnt get rid of it unless you have a loooot of it

@KawaSeadrake er, help you keep track of it instead of getting used to it

@KawaSeadrake i mean its one of thsoe things where you can still go back to cycling the testosterone if in 2-3 months its still going -- journaling will help

@KawaSeadrake no no i mean like, zero testosterone does that.

w/in cis woman levels you get normal energy, above that you get male-stereotypical effects

@KawaSeadrake which is basically 'dont nuke it and maybe consider patches if you want more drive after orchi/whatever/gonadal atrophe but you can stay below those doses'

@KawaSeadrake also its not theres nothing that t provides for you, its that over a certain dose t provides not great things for you -- everyone needs some, or you get extreme exhaustion

@KawaSeadrake i forget /what/ they are other than erection pills (though that chicken-and-egg bootstraps it), but there are some that deal solely with arousal

@KawaSeadrake you can also boost drive other ways

@KawaSeadrake like im not saying you have these or that i think you have them, just that they are possibilities and probably the most likely of things i can think of, applying experience of others

@KawaSeadrake fear of things you cant turn back on, fear of irreversability, idk

@Oneironott (it might also be the distribution method, some people just cant fully absorb the oral one in ways that work but side effects still happen at normal rates bc it gets absorbed differently in brain)

@Oneironott yeah

@KawaSeadrake are you sure its rational stuff or maybe its fear based?

@Oneironott ah yeah. it depends on a lot of things but i too found that 6 made me weird

@Oneironott ya i wonder if its the dosage and not that

@Oneironott aaaaalso what is max dosage in this case

@Oneironott yaaaa and timing w/ job stuff makes me thing its probably related to the job issues you were having that you seemed to think were caused by trans stuff, if you havent connected that dot yet

@Oneironott yup

@amphetamine like i fly my anaconda through the capital ships that dont shoot you all the time without effort and i wish there were more things like that