It's the masculine identity swing, isn't it?

Looking in the mirror, worried my features are becoming TOO delicate, dreading even the first -hint- of chest regrowth, even knowing well that almost nothing good comes of me letting T back in emotionally.

Just like 2 months ago, sans the recent experience.

Yea, I have a problem. And dangit it's a WEIRD one, even for me! XD

@KawaSeadrake it might come to the point where you just have to do the one better for your brain bc the effects hurt it less, which is why im on estrogen even tho i dont really like the face or body stuff

@KawaSeadrake or rather, i'd love to balance on androgyny but

@nire Yea, I'm quickly learning this the hard way. But there's a couple good emotional things that I THOUGHT were masc-range T-based that really aren't, leaving my own benefits exclusively physical.

TLDR: Cut it off. Cut it all off. I mean this IS attainable, just difficult and expensive

@KawaSeadrake *offer hugs* yeah :\