Reading about depersonalization in trans folks and realizing that this was much of my life prior to HRT and got so much better with…
… until I started hitting maximum dosage recently.

And now most of the time I honestly feel pretty numb. It is likely a reason I tend to go on rants…… it's like there is this filter somewhere. Like I know I should be feeling these things and know that I do feel them but I'm not like… feeling them.