i loved Natalie Nguyen. she was a bright life in my life. she was my sister. she made my life better by being in it.

my heart has a hole in it that feels like it will never heal. she was too kind and gentle for this world. and i'm so angry at what it did to her.

this is going to hurt for a very, very long time. but know that i care about each and every one of you. and if you're hurting, i will always do what i can to help. you're all special, and we're in this together.