Sarah @mimtschan@witches.town

I'm so gay

um yes hello Kendall and i !!!!! are gay !!!!! for each other and she is hecking cute and wonderful and also !!!!! she is my girlfriend y'all

i am very gay and very in love and I'm general just very very very blissed out and just a very happy puddle ahhhh

i feel like i've been tooting about the same things forever but i'm in such a weird mood tbh

sigh okay it's getting darker again and i gotta turn on a light and i'm still really uncomfortable with artificial light. pro tip: if you wanna mess with your sleep schedule don't do it in winter when there's barely 9 hours of daylight and while you're home alone for a couple of days that really fucked me up a lil

sigh but seriously i don't feel like i'll ever get anything done again

I'm a useless lesbian aaaaaa

ok I've figured out the reason and it's not really anxiety-anxiety... i am irritated by the sound of the wind and it's loud and since it's the weather there is no way to block it out so it is more unwanted noise-anxiety

hhh. i'm so full of emotions, like love and fondness and fuzzy warm feelings, but it's really overwhelming because they have nowhere to go, and i feel like i'm gonna burst if i can't let at least part of it out on somebody. at least matti is gonna be back soon, and lena and pauline are gonna come over in a bit which is very good 💜 but generally i just feel like i need to be with my polycule, and it'll be two months still before that happens.

the wind is actually pretty strong and swishing so mach and it's kinda fraking me out?? idek why i mean it's just wind nothing bad is happening?? ahh
also i can feel a draft even though the balcony doors are closed which freaks me out too.

(dw, it's low-key, but... ehhh.)

holy crap it's stormy outside and there was a really big squish rn and it's just blasting the snow off the roofs it looks like a snow storm