Sarah @mimtschan@witches.town

two more hours to kill and then no work for four days. wish it was longer.

@morae @nergdron @punsandpotions sameee omg

@NBLena hugs Lena 💖💖💖 I'm glad you're getting better, i hope you're on a steady upward curve 💜
holding out through January seems difficult, but in February I'll have a month off that will be full of cuteness gayness and snuggles, so i hope I'll be able to recover then.

!!!!! my girlfriend is coming to visit in march !!!! just booked the flight !!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh

my aesthetic

@nergdron thank you 💜 sounds like a good plan. (though I'm always worried weed will make me lethargic the next day, and im actually low-key wondering atm if that's what makes me so low on energy this week.)

@nergdron thank you so much. 💜 i just wish i could just drop work immediately like i can with uni. but I'll have to do that coding contest next week and it's really stressing me out, not because i think it'll be so hard but because tasks like this (focusing for up to 4 hours) seem impossible with my current energy level
and even with uni - i asked my partner for that one Proseminar today if he'd be ok with me quitting and he asked me to continue. that's... sigh. every little thing is weighing on me so much.
sorry for going off about it like that ahh. i just want to be with my cule rn, really badly.

i feel so drained. i feel like the life is being sucked out of me. everything is a strain, getting myself food or whatever or going outside, and there is no way i can sit through a social situation right now. even work is kind of too much.
i just want my energy back, but the more i have to do, the less spoons i have.

@nergdron thaaanks tessa all the hugs!!

in addition, my dickhead uncle (who cheated on my aunt forever and is now living with his gf who he's probably already cheating on too lol) keeps pestering me about those Christmas ornaments that used to belong to my grandparents and that he wants to get from me
and i don't want to see him or go through the trouble of getting that shit from the basement for him

i wanna nap again
I'm still kinda exhausted from yesterday and I'm supposed to read a paper on unification until Saturday for the one class that I'm not dropping and there's a thing that i gotta go to tonight, also tomorrow and technically on Saturday but I'm probably gonna skip that
Christmas is stressful and i wanna do nothing but hibernate until February

@nergdron oh tessa. I'm so sorry. i hope you feel better today. you're such a wonderful and amazing lady and you don't deserve bad things. feel hugged!!!

@punsandpotions i like that sometimes you write things in your good morning things that are important for yourself to hear too. so, yes, this also applies to you. i love you 💜

ehmmmm I'm sitting at work, not really able to do anything. just signed off the phone because i cannot focus on what the customers are saying at all and it's sooo difficult to listen and support them. now I'm trying to catch up on since documentation but it's not working much better.
I'm wondering if I'm still tired from the weed yesterday or if my anxiety attack from yesterday just drained me so much I'm still out of spoons today. sigh can't wait to go home

@Morgane awww that makes me happy. I'm very glad

@Morgane ohh my gosh thank you you are very cute and good!!! joy and happiness and good things to you right back 💖💖💖

@NBLena aw lena. please take care of yourself. 💜 i hope you'll have the strength to say no soon and let yourself have some rest. you so deserve it.