surprise, surprise: I'm not fully recovered after a week off; after little over an hour i was close to tears again and I'm wondering how I'm supposed to keep working, especially this and next Wednesday where i have full 8 hour work days.
i only have 7 more days of work in total after today, but that's little consolation right now when just one day seems unmanageable.
i have another hour left for today, and i guess I'll make it, but. my anxiety levels are high and I'm incredibly exhausted already.