I've been looking forward to our office Christmas party because i like my colleagues
but now i don't wanna go to a thing where I'm gonna be stuck from 6 - 11:30pm where i don't even know what food were gonna get while i have both appetite and swallowing problems
especially while my girlfriend's aren't doing so well i just wanna cuddle matti all night and vc with Kendall
and also I'm hopefully gonna quit soon anyway
i just don't want any obligations and just lie at home tbh