i can be super hungry and still fight to make it through a meal. actually that's most of the time. my appetite doesn't tend to align with my hunger at all. sometimes I'll be disappointed by meals I've previously enjoyed because i just can't taste them properly anymore. the question "what to eat"always hovers above my head as something i don't wanna deal with. especially if i get hungry in the evening and have to make myself a snack. I'm happy about any excuse to miss a meal. I'm incredibly picky about what i do eat and i hate most consistencies and there's just nothing i indefinitely enjoy.