honestly? i feel at this point like i have some kind of eating disorder. i do eat regularly, but my appetite is absolutely terrible & eating is nothing but a chore for me that i wanna get over with. honestly if somebody offered me to never have to eat again but always be fully nutritioned & never hungry Id take it
i just dont get it? most of the time everything just tastes incredibly bland to me, like when you're sick & can't taste much. a couple times weed helped me with that but at this point not even that works anymore.
i have no clue what doctor to go to with this, & the ones Ive mentioned it with (diabetes experts mostly) dismissed it.
food (---), appetite problems, just negative rambling at this point Afficher plus
i can be super hungry and still fight to make it through a meal. actually that's most of the time. my appetite doesn't tend to align with my hunger at all. sometimes I'll be disappointed by meals I've previously enjoyed because i just can't taste them properly anymore. the question "what to eat"always hovers above my head as something i don't wanna deal with. especially if i get hungry in the evening and have to make myself a snack. I'm happy about any excuse to miss a meal. I'm incredibly picky about what i do eat and i hate most consistencies and there's just nothing i indefinitely enjoy.