hhh. i'm so full of emotions, like love and fondness and fuzzy warm feelings, but it's really overwhelming because they have nowhere to go, and i feel like i'm gonna burst if i can't let at least part of it out on somebody. at least matti is gonna be back soon, and lena and pauline are gonna come over in a bit which is very good 💜 but generally i just feel like i need to be with my polycule, and it'll be two months still before that happens.