I keep going back to weed hoping it'll help, because so many other ppl find relaxation with it.

But I just have panic attacks almost every time I use it.

A clinical summary of symptoms while high:
- Increased depersonalization
- Increased dissociation
- Rumination, esp. wrt metacognition
- Body sensations (client reports "twinkling body")
- Increased social anxiety
- Persistent feelings of "fakeness, wrongness, feeling like an Android, a fraud"