i feel like crying just because i have to do this tiny bit of homework and i wish i could just immediately drop uni i don't wanna do it anymore and its still 2 months i can't

@mimtschan aw hon. *hugs* is there anything I can do to help?

@morae thank you sweetie. 💜 i don't think so. it's not even like i'm stuck with a task, it's just too much of a strain to even start properly tbh

@mimtschan yeah... I've definitely been there. that has happened to me a lot lately. *hugs*. take care of yourself and don't be afraid to let your instructors know what's going on.

@morae thank you. i just wanna be cuddled a lot all day. :<

@mimtschan *cuddles you SO MUCH*

@morae yes good thank u *clings to u*

@mimtschan *strokes your hair* you're strong and good and you'll get through this, I know it.

@morae i feel like i don't even wanna get through this because what i'm afraid of is all the effort, i guess i wanna whine and be upset until someone feels so sorry for me they say i just NEED to quit uni right now lol (because i can't really justify quitting in the middle of the semester and i shouldn't and then the bit i've done would be for nothing, but ... yeah idk it's how my brain works. 🙈 )

@mimtschan you could quit now. it wouldn't be for nothing. you'd be taking care of yourself and your mind and your body, and that is never a waste.

@morae it's just.... 3 out of 4 classes are group task things. and i'd just feel like an ass quitting now. i just wish i'd made the decision before the semester because i knew already that i wouldn't be ready for uni sigh sigh sigh

(((i'm so sorry. i'm the most tedious person to comfort because i'll argue myself out of being cheered up in any way. you are helping lots and making me cared about and i appreciate it. 💜 i'm just sorry for my dumb downer responses. )))