@morae it's just.... 3 out of 4 classes are group task things. and i'd just feel like an ass quitting now. i just wish i'd made the decision before the semester because i knew already that i wouldn't be ready for uni sigh sigh sigh

(((i'm so sorry. i'm the most tedious person to comfort because i'll argue myself out of being cheered up in any way. you are helping lots and making me cared about and i appreciate it. 💜 i'm just sorry for my dumb downer responses. )))