this is hard because i feel like i'm giving up and like there's no guarantee that i'll feel better after a break. but i've been considering it for a while and now i am pretty sure that after this semester, i'll take a break from uni and find a job, try to do some programming in my free time, whatever i wanna do, so i become more passionate about it again and remember why i wanted to do it - which is because i enjoy programming and want to get into it, not because of academia. i think the worst case is i'll find a job and not want to get back to uni and not get my degree and earn a bit less. but i think that would still be ok?
uni, mh (-) Afficher plus
@mimtschan *hugs* these are totally valid feelings to have. you shouldn't have to stick with something you're not getting anything but pain out of! if you can take a break and come back to it later, that's awesome. you might find a renewed focus one way or the other.