i hate group tasks so much. i can't do things earlier than last minute. i just can't. my brain will say "its waaay to early to get started" until it's almost to late. i can deal with this if it's just me, but just not in groups. i will constantly feel like I'm not doing anything and like I'm being lazy when it's just how i do things and people will think I'll never contribute and do things without me. i just hate it and i feel like an asshole all the time

@mimtschan holy crap I had the same issue in high school,
or I'd start doing minute amounts semi frequently then still have a last minute rush.

I don't know if I can say anything really in response apart from thank you really, for helping me understand more about ADHD

@LottieVixen yees same 🙈🙈 and i also find it sooo difficult to do things bc of external motivation ie. i have to, not i want to. and just about everything in life is the first one so lol fuck
do you also have adhd? or are you suspecting?