i used to write a lot about my mental health (trigger warnings GALORE)

- https://blag.esotericsystems.at/articles/coming-out/
- https://blag.esotericsystems.at/articles/crazy-in-love/
- https://blag.esotericsystems.at/articles/happy-anniversary/
- https://blag.esotericsystems.at/articles/metaphors/
- https://blag.esotericsystems.at/articles/secrets/
https://blag.esotericsystems.at/articles/growing-up/
https://blag.esotericsystems.at/articles/there-and-back-again-stockholm/
- https://blag.esotericsystems.at/articles/a-friend-died-last-night/
- https://blag.esotericsystems.at/articles/opensource-burnout/

but i appear to have reached a point where i just can't do that anymore…
my thoughts are fuzzier and i'm more easily distracted, more anxious about prying them out and putting them together… what will it reveal? what will it do, once it's in the open?